Confessions of a Male Lesbian

A subtle mixture of random thoughts and quite lurid details describing quite explicit fantasies I have of my wife who happens to be my favorite sex partner with an understanding to the reader that various silliness may crop up unrelated to the aforementioned and quite naughty imagery.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Kiss

That gorgeously wonderful thickness of his pressed up hard against your tightened belly. The weeks, almost months, of your workout regimen were showing off your new attribute of a firmer abdomen and tighter ass which you could tell had been pleasing him. Your larger breasts were perhaps slightly smaller if you went by overall cup size but still represented your sexual presence. Nonetheless, you enjoyed his touch and company…you friendship having evolved over the past month or so.

This afternoon, he had given you an expensive set of some relatively alternative jewelry. He positioned and then clasped tight a diamond and thin gold link belly chain that lay firm, tightly hugging you just below your belly button. You allowed his tongue to explore and lick that part of you afterwards. His mouth ended up further on your chest. You enjoyed normally the sucking he would give your tits. This time he assured the full arousal needed to allow the full enclosure of the gold links encircling each nipple---the length of the overall chain dipping lower to your navel. The linkage of gold matching perfectly that below your midriff. He enjoyed your body and would always remark upon that both before, during and after he fucked you. His attention and gifting was part of what drew you to him but the sex was the more intense of the desire.

When you had met, you ended up sharing some time in a local inn’s jacuzzi. You were in need of some downtime and had arranged for childcare so you could have a few nights alone to yourself. It was nearly midnight and you immersed yourself into the water and with no one else around you had removed your two piece bathing suit to fully enjoy the effects of the hot pulsing water, swirling about the contours of your ass and feeling your breasts floating to a degree within the turbulence of the water’s surface. Your arms stretched back over the warmth of the ceramic edging and your eye’s having just barely closed to enjoy the overall relaxation you had needed from the day.

“Are you okay with some company”, a decidingly masculine voice interrupted your idle thoughts. You looked up at an intensely attractive man, more so as you took him in, who happened to be just wearing loose, gray sweatpants. No shirt which presented you no problem given his overall build. Perhaps your age, maybe a little older but quite cute.

“Love to have you,” having realized a certain suggestiveness in that comment. You had noticed that he looked at your exposed breasts in the interim. You had begun to close your thighs slightly but then had decided otherwise as you watched slowly remove his pants and underwear. Fuck, you had muttered under your breath as he exposed himself.

It was from that particular night and for each week afterwards that you and he had arranged time for each other. It wasn’t specifically an emotional connection although perhaps you were enjoying more of him when you sat down to catch up on your individual week’s experiences. While you hated to admit it, your basic and primary interest was really his cock. Not that you were expressly size oriented but he did show off an attribute that you had not seen or considered for many years. That first night as his length jiggled against his thighs as he entered the water was inticing and you felt amazingly and quickly turned on. You could not recall any remnant of the conversation you and he had at the time but you did remember feeling how hard his cock stiffened in your mouth as you attempted to try giving him a blow job as he sat on the edge of the jacuzzi. The swollen head was about the most you could attempt. Fortunately, the overall roominess of your relaxed pussy allowed both of you to enjoy the expanded girth and thrusts of that monstrous cock as he fucked you hard and repeatedly for over an hour. Normally, you didn’t like it from behind but you allowed him to do so, to finally cum, your own cunt tense around his shaft now imbedded hard, pinning your cervix with that dull ache as most of his cock remained jammed inside of you---your one hand reaching around to hold onto and squeeze a further five, maybe six inches.

But you had developed a technique that relieved some of the next day’s achiness your cunt would get from his weekly fucking. You led him back to the bed. The gentle tugging of the diamond clasps providing a distinct, yet enjoyable warmth around your now swollen nipples. The pressure was part of the sensation but other ideas were producing the wet throb between your thighs. His cock was at full length---always that way it seemed and with no disapproval on your part. Occasionally, a hand job or quick suck could get him perhaps a little longer.

You had him lay down on the sheets, having pulled down the comforter. Straddling his thighs, you gently coated his cock and balls with a thick layer of massage oil, rubbing both areas smoothly and firmly. You especially enjoyed fingering and playing with his balls, particularly on those occasions when you knelt in front of him. His sack hanging ever so low…his testicles were much bigger than any of the men you fucked in your past and you could watch him squirm as you pulled each one deep into your throat. You maneuvered yourself up further, both of your hands pulling the lips of your cunt wide. Those engorged twelve inches of cock completely and totally yours for the taking as your pressed your soft lips around that shaft. And then began that slow, luxurious and sensual movement along his full length. The rigidity he could always provide for you in contrast to the increasingly wet softness of your cunt as you slid up and over and then down that huge cock of his. He never ever lasted very long with this technique, you had noticed. Neither did you as you own quite rigid clit would send you to that next level of overall pleasure. Both of your orgasms always remarkably intense and, from your perspective, quite loud. You looked down and watched as his pearl white cum spread up over his chest and belly. You enjoyed feeling him cum inside of you and sometimes you just liked to watch. He softened underneath of you. You leaned over and kissed him. Your lips parting as your tongue slid deep within. Your face and your entire body feeling hot as he responded in kind, his strong arms pulling you hard into his chest.

It had never been that intense before.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Wet

You were somewhat subtle in the beginning, apparently.

Your mouth and your tongue, particularly, more probing, more fervent in exploring my own. Your lips encircling and tightening hard around the tip of my tongue, sucking and pulling me into your moistness. You had started tentatively but minutes passed since and you were getting more aggressive, pleasurably so. I followed your lead. Our lips lingering against each other. The strength and flexibility of our tongues producing the more intense connection we had desired.
I wanted to feel more of you. My hand coming up and not meeting the terry material expected but the soft, firm flesh of your breasts…my fingertips just brushing up and over one of your exposed nipples. I briefly pulled back to , I suppose, validate my initial surprise. Your towel having been undone displaying not just your breasts but the smooth surface of your belly all the way down to your pussy Your left leg flexed against the sauna wall---- fingers of one hand were sunk deeply inside as several fingertips of your other hand rubbed hard against your clit. The folds of loose flesh around your cunt slick with the heat and moisture of our surroundings. You sounded so much wetter than usual and probably just not so much from the heat generated from the sauna.
You had been fingering the soft contours of your cunt, showing off your clit…pleasuring yourself not just for your own enjoyment but, given the full length of the other man’s now exposed cock, his enjoyment as well---his hand wrapped tightly around the shaft, stroking himself to a deep swollen redness. And directly, fully exposed to both of us although his eyes affixed only on you and directly to your pussy. You had acknowledged his entrance into the sauna earlier with a quick smile and hello. I had noticed that you did linger a bit as you watched him step inside. He wore a similarly plush towel about his waist. He was well muscled; his arms, chest and abdomen dark with hair already wet and plastered against his skin, possibly from a swim in the next door pool. He sat down on the second level bench directly across from you. I couldn’t help but notice your occasional glances over at him. Whether or not you had known him previously was no longer an issue. You were giving your clit a much rougher touch than before…your right leg now draped over my thigh.

“Touch me. Kiss me”, was your request.

“And give me that cock”, you added. Loud enough for the three of us to hear and quite apparent as to who you meant. Your eyes riveted on the thickness that was being pulled and stretched toward you, purposefully and forcefully. “God, I’m needing a good hard fuck”.
You slowly eased yourself from our bench and held onto the towel that you allowed to drop away fully from your body. The heat from the time we had spent already producing the streams of sweat trickling down your back onto your firm and extremely curvaceous ass. I watched that very part of you as you slowly walked the few steps needed to join your admirer. You deliberately folded your towel into a thicker cushion as you dropped it onto the floor.
“I’m thinking that you can get a lot bigger than that”, you suggested (demanded?) as you dropped yourself to your knees and I watched as you then leaned forward into him, his thighs stretched wide as he offered himself to you. “Oh yeah” was the only understandable comment you would make as you took him now into your mouth. You were deep throating him fully I was sure as I began to stroke my own cock…enjoying the pleasure of watching you sucking off another man. His hands were pressing you hard and fully against him, your head I could see rocking from side to side as you gave him that intimate pleasure as his cock lay completely engorged into the back of your throat. I wondered how close he would be in coming knowing how pleasurable you could be with me.

You never allowed him that particular sensation however as you released him. You had pressed yourself up, hands balanced against his thighs as you turned around and faced me. Carefully and slowly, perhaps to give him a good look at your ass, you inched yourself up onto the lower bench. I watched as you spread your cunt with the fingers of your one hand…your other hand reaching from below to grab the lengthy cock worthy of your cunt’s attention…sliding the head and then the first few inches…and then the whole swollen length hard up into your belly. “Oh, fuck…”, you whispered, eyes shut.

Your fingers played hard against your clit. You enjoyed feeling the effects of something hard inside of your pussy but I knew that you needed the extra stimulation that your clit and the rest of your body would require to give you a good cum. The hard erection deep inside of you, completely rigid as you kept yourself impaled fully…you slid your cunt back and forth to give you that extra stimulation. You were needing more to give you that full release.
I stepped over to the both of you. Your glazed eyes, so near to your own hard orgasm, aware of what I had known would be your full desire and expectation. My thumbs and index fingers gently at first finding themselves over the thickened contours of your nipples. And now, pressing hard…the initial gasp and release, of allowance, from your open mouth. I knew the full effects of how your body responded and what would give you the whole experience of feeling a much larger cock. It was my initiative as your primary lover.

Your nipples became much more rigid…a deeper hue of purple than maybe I would inflict normally but the deep moaning as you ground your cunt down on his cock gave me the added impetus to ensure that I was the lover who knew the added stimulus that you would desire as we made love. “Oh, Jim, I’m cumming”, and of course I knew this. As I watched you rocking your cunt harder and deeper against his cock, I could see how his balls tightened. His moans of desire matching yours. My thumbs and forefingers firmly clenched upon you, Your eyes deeply and totally reflected in the awareness of your now complete orgasm and experienced in my eyes as well. It was within a few moments that I ultimately released you. You remained astride your lover but for a few brief moments before you uncoupled from him. I watched his thick cock drop against his thigh as you stood up.

“Thank you”, you affirmed.